Semalamku Bermimpi
Malam td mimpi aku agak pelik! Mimpi itu mendebarkan namun mencuit nurani.
Aku bermimpi yg aku mengandung!
I'm pregnant!
Apa y aku alami dalam mimpi itu seperti benar2 aku rasai...feel it like real!
Aku mengandung...aku alami backpain, senak perut/rahim, pinggang tegang...nafas y lelah...dan kesusahan bergerak & tidur!
Dan y paling aku ingat...mcm mn aku meraba2 perut sendiri utk memastikan aku mengandung-dan y pastinyer dalam mimpi tu...deria rasa aku mengiakannya berdasarkan pengalaman aku y seblm ini pernah mengusap perut rakan2 ku y mengandung.
Oh my goodness! Its just same!
Dlm pada itu, aku menangis teresak2 mengenangkan bagaimana mungkin ianya berlaku!
Tiba2 aku mengandung..i've never commit to any"thing" that will result me pregnant!
Believe me i'm an innocent gurl!
But then...i heard- Bila rindu in the air!
Slowly...I opened my eyes, and gosh im in my bed...that Bila rindu song is my alarm!
Quickly...I checked my belly! It's normal...nothing weird!
Oh..thanks god it just a dreams.
Subhanallah!
Anyway...I dunno how to classify, wether this is a good dreams or a nightmare!
After all, I'm lucky coz i've experienced how pregnant lady feel before i betul2 pregnant! While on the other hand it is a nightmare if i betul2 pregant without i know who is the father of my baby!
Ya Allah tuhanku yang maha penyayang...kau lindungilah hamba mu dari fitnah dan keji. Kau tetapkan lah hati dan pelihara lah iman ku, agar tidak berpaling ke jalan yang engakau murkai. Ya Allah berkati lah aku di dunia dan diakhirat. Amin.
Dreams~In our dreams, we can go anywhere, we can be anybody, and we can do anything. When we dream, we are like passengers on a moving train, unable to control our actions and choose surroundings. We let our mind take over.
They say~To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it.? This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal. -dreammoods.com-
