MenCANTUM HARI

Arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bosannnyerrr....tahap cipan------ya tuhanku lamer nyer nak abiskan lagi 2 minggu kat sini..*huawaaa....huwaaaa* Tak tau dah mcm nak gambarkan keadaan aku skang ni mcm mn...kalau aku banyak duit aritu mmg aku dah campak 24hrs notice! Seminit pun aku tak nak tunggu lagi....erghhhhh!!!Dan skang ni aku kat sini....dah separuh miong dah! Klu aku boleh ffwd kan perjalananan hidup aku ni...dah lamer aku tenyeh butang ffwd tu! Mcm waktu aku tengok citer Hindustan...time diaorang dok gelek2 tu--isk!isk!

Tp satu aku harus akui...dlm saat2 miong....sebenarnyer aku amat berdebar2! Tu y tambah aku miong tu!

Frankly to say, aku KELIRU!
Berdebar...takut...tak confident...yer ker tidak ni...boleh ker aku buat ni? mcm nak pecah jantung ni biler aku cuba pendamkan n cool kan perasaan aku sendiri!

Betul lar tu aku dapat keje baru....I'm BACK to MELAKA---dok ngan mak nanti!
Tp...adakah aku akan dapat kepuasan kerjaya...is this wat i really want???
betul ker aku nak tukar scope keje ni? bersedia ker aku ni???
dari EHS ker QA...*blur*
Betul lar kater org... minat n willingness to learn adalah asas kejayaan...tp, masalahnyer skang...MINAT ker aku? dan sincerely...i've no answer.

Faeza ku sayang,
Bersyukurlah dengan nikmat dan peluang yang telah DIA anugerahi,
Bertawakkal lah kepadaNYA...sesungguhnya DIA maha mengetahui!

One of the HARDEST thing

I hate making decision! Tp dalam hidup itulah perkara paling penting...setiap masa akan ada pertimbangan y harus dibuat. Dari sesimple masalah hingga kepada soal hidup dan mati!

Nak makan ker tidak? Mi goreng @ nasi lemak? dan saat paling menjengkelkan adalah bila pilihan y kita ambil tu... diuji oleh Nya! Dah beli nasi goreng tak sedap pulak tu! Mmm...problem!

Dalam setiap keputusan y diambil pasti satu perubahan berlaku...namanya lakaran kehidupan!. Baik @ buruk y berlaku...ada iktibarnya!

For my frenz norita,

In making decision there is no right or wrong,

however each option has its own good and bad!
Think wisely doesn't mean to think which is right,

but more important the readiness to face the consequences!

In the moment we make decision...it seems to be pretty enuf,

we can ever predict what will happens next,
Satisfied with our decision is priceless...but prepare to any possibility is worth!

You are SPECIAL

Below is the reminder notes from my mentor mael. I received his mail early in the morning. Utk tidak terlupa..atau hilang di masa hadapan, i simpan disini!

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" and he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.

My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.

We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.

Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE.

You are special - Don't EVER forget it.

Count your blessings, not your problems.