Monday, December 8, 2008

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Women are complex creatures???

 
If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman
If you don't, you are not a man
    If you praise her, she thinks you are lying
    If you don't, you are good for nothing
If you agree to all her likes, you are a wimp
If you don't, you are not understanding
    If you visit her often, she thinks it is boring
    If you don't, she accuses you of double-crossing
If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy
If you don't, you are a dull boy
    If you are jealous, she says it's bad
    If you don't, she thinks you do not love her
If you attempt a romance, she says you didn't respect her
If you don't, she thinks you do not like her
    If you are a minute late, she complains it's hard to wait
    If she is late, she says that's a girl's way
If you visit another man, you're not putting in "quality time"
If she is visited by another woman, "Oh it's natural, we are girls"
    If you kiss her once in a while, she professes you are cold
    If you kiss her often, she yells that you are taking advantage
If you stare at another woman, she accuses you of flirting
If she is stared by other men, she says that they a just admiring
    If you talk, she wants you to listen
    If you listen, she wants you to talk….

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Letto - Permintaan Hati (HIGH QUALITY-Enhanced Audio)

I'll kill you before I met you!!!
So, I wont get HURT!

Sunday, May 4, 2008

my dear teratai - after 7 days


my dear teratai - after 7 days, originally uploaded by eersza.

Aku tanam biji benih teratai ni pada 27/4/08.
Well hidup subur lah teratai, ceriakan hidup ini!!!

Peterpan - Menghapus Jejakmu

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Friday, May 2, 2008

Menghapus Jejakmu???

engkau bukan lah segala ku bukan tempat untuk hentikan langkah ku
mmm...that's my pray! Setiap y aku tempuh...menjadi catatan dalam diari hidupku.
setiap y manis pasti ada pahitnya...mungkin itukurang tepat bagi sesetengah org, namun setelah apa y aku lalui...itu lah dia mungkin benar aku belum bertemu manis y semanisnya...tp aku percaya terlalu manis boleh jadi mudarat!
Masam2x manis @ manis2 kelat makes me want more n more!!!

Jangan cakap besar!!! hahaha this time mmg i terkena sejibik!!!
mana aku tau...aku cakap berdasarkan logik dan prinsip aku...
"mana mungkin i fall in love in blind relationship....sori no crank calls or free chatting, strangers are not welcome"well...i terkena, that's it!!! worse lar...padan muka aku! btw...i like him so much, really2 like him!tp...biarlah takdir menentukan segalanya...ape pun aku redha n be rasional.

Venus & Mars can be gud frenz?
mmm...honestly NO! Ntahlah klu ader pun i bet...either her or him will hurt. bohonglah klu ader...show me!!! yes u might be frenz ... cumer kawan y kamceng. at certain level...pd takat didihnyer....it will blow...menjadi wap air.

Gurl makes da 1st move!
mmm...cmon dah 8 thn millenium! tp jarang y dengar successfull. y? r mars too ego?
personally, i rs ok...cuma i tak sekuat tu nak buat? aku pun ego jugak ker? No, i dont think so, cuma Level of Rejection Acception aku very low.
honestly...i tried once, memula tu ya allah yer ker idak ni nak cakap, but i did n feel so relief n i redha wif all the consequences. At least im trying, n i know the situation so takder lah kita ni terawang-awangan tak tentu pasal tol tak?

Kita memang SUKA @ Suka2 @ Cuba utk MENYUKAI
Seseorang y kita suka...akan membuatkan kita berkorban untuk dier, whom make us doing crazy things n after all kiter sangat puas dengan wat we did! tak menyesal pun...pendek kata wpun sakit hati puas!
Berbeza dgn seseorh y kita SUKA2...dimana dier y akan terkorban dalam memuaskan hati kita...kesian kan! Dan kita sedikit pun tak tercuit hati...kesian! Tp ader juga y berjaya cuba untuk MENYUKAI!
Namun mencuba untuk menyukai..terlalu banyak persoalan y perlu dijawab?? dlm mendapatkan jawapan...YES i like U! disini ms. luck perlu hadir!

Atau pun kita perlu bersederhana...dan belajar meredhai takdir hidup kita??? tapi insan juga disuruh berusaha tanpa menyrah pada takdir!

Life is not a problem to be SOLVED but a REALITY to be Face! dan CINTA?

Saturday, April 12, 2008

the best mantera

Kau pergi aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh aku takkan jauh

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

hari yg X BEST... oopss! klik y...menyusahkan.

Biler bosan....
Biler bosssan mcm ni ler jadi nyer! Aku fedup tahap melampau.....tahap GABAN!!!!!!
Knper aku bosssannnn???
Niler perangai kengkawan keje...y sememangnyer menyakit kan hati!! who they think they are???
argggghhhhh.....aku memang tak boleh tahan ngan sengal sorang mamat ni....semua masalah dier...effect performance aku! sampai dlm meeting punaku kena gak lagi.....
aper ni...menyampah tul aku...bos aku pun samer..i've explained to him....byk kali...tp penutup kpd masalahnyer aku gak....
Bohssssssssssssssssaaaaaaaannnnnn!!!!
Actually skang ni sebenarnyer aku escape dr meeting y sedang berkecamuk...kat dlm tu.....ahhh biarler...bohssssaaaan ar!!!! Perut aku pun menambah masalah dah dkt seminggu dah sakit....perhhhh!!! how's misserable my life!!!
bohsaaannn arrr!!!!! working environment mcm ni!!!!
pls..HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP!

Monday, January 28, 2008

KAWAN ker KAWAN-KAWAN



haaa...lamer sungguh rasanyer aku tak mem'blog'...mmm, kenaper yer jadi macam ni??? bz kot?


Kawan atau Kawan-kawan...besar maknanyer tu!!! Ntah kenaper ek...hari aku tersedar..sgt2 tersedar dan paham makna kawan dan kawan-kawan. Rupa2nyer...besar maknanya menjadi seorang kawan...requirements dan checklist untuk menjadi seorg kawan tu...panjang dan selektif sebenarnyer...alahai...baru nak jadi KAWAN!




Nak jadi kawan...pertama sekali mestilah SUKA! iyerlah dah kalau tak suker tak berkenaan takkanlah bpleh nak mengadap muker kawan tu kan...orang lain gua tak tau lar beb! Tentang bab suker ni lar yg paling berat...susah! Macam mn suker tu...aper y dipandang untuk SUKA tu?? Fizikal ker...rupa paras arr...cun ker comel ker minah ni....macho, hensem mamat ni...stylo ker..baru tgk boleh blar tak leh blar!!! Dekat sini lar y aku tak faham...kenaper bagi sesetengah org tu menjadikan rupa paras tu perkara paling UTAMA dalam menerima kawan...kenaper?



Bagi aku rupa paras jatuh nombor terakhir...actually its BONUS, if u hv good looking frenz...but for watz??? Wat purpose actually my dear??? Accept ur fenz as wat she/he is...walaupun dier tak cantik...tak kurus...tak macho tak stylo...yg penting hati mau baik la beb!!! Kawan kan!



Tapi aper y aku lalui sekarang ni...berbeza, kawan y memilih kawan drsegi rupaparas...y mengaku kawan ttp hakikatnyer membeza2kan kawan...y dianggap KAWAN tp KAWAN tu menganggap KAWANnyer hanya KAWAN-KAWAN!!!

mmm..what a frenz like this??? c'mon lar physical appearace tu tak kemana lar....

Keep smiling, keep shining

Knowing you can always count on me, for sure

That's what friends are for

For good times and bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for

-Dionne Warwick & Frenz-

Friday, October 12, 2007

mom, this is why I'm not married yet....


1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual,somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10.The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.


NOW ... .WHO REALLY UNDERSTANDS MEN?


Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's a woman's job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with.

Monday, September 17, 2007

Ramadhan Ini

Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan
Kali ini penuh makna
Agar dapat kulalui
Dengan sempurna
Selangkah demi selangkah

Setahun sudah pun berlalu
Masa yang pantas berlalu
Hingga tak terasa ku berada
Di bulan Ramadhan semula
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Bertemu lagi aku di bulan yang mulia ini...menjalani ibadah puasa dengan mengharap keberkatan dariNya. Tahun ini juga genap 2 tahun aku sekeluarga tanpa abah disisi...masa berlari...namun ada kerinduan itu tak pernah terpadam!!! Seperti baru semalam rasanya menikmati kelazatan air tangan abah...aper lagi menu spesel nya...mee binggo!! Tapi semua itu hanya tinggal kenangan...kenangan yg hanya mampu aku putarkan diruang rindu. Dan semenjak dari itu sambutan berbuka terasa kehambarannya...sedangkan aku anak merasakannya, apatah lagi mak. Aku juga pasti adik2 aku turut merasakan seperti mana yg aku rasa...cuma kami tak mampu nak meluahkannya...ya aku pasti adik2 aku pun merindui Abah! Al-Fatihah.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Selamat Pengantin Baru

to my dearest frenz ... Lan & his soulmate Eza.

Semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.
-August 31,2007-

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Keep up eersza!

Hard things are put in our way, not to stop us, but to call out our courage and strenght.
Opening Path / Abriendo Camino 2007
Even through stone. Even through narrow cracks. Life manages to find its way through and come out. No matter our problems, life always tell us the ways we have to find our own Path.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

diSEBALIK TABIR (1)




syukur...alhamdulillah, majlis site visit CM done succesfully!!!...fuhh!!! memang ar penat...tp y pentig happy!Happy...yup y penting dlm hidup ni kita kena happy dlm aper y kita buat...barulah kita rasa puas dan meaningful...tp mcm mn nak happy @ mcm mn boleh jadi happy? *wink*Susah ker nak happy? mungkin cliche...tp utk happy kita kena ikhlas, then y paling meng'happening'kan lagi adalah environment kita ni! Iaitu org2 y berada disekeliling pinggang kita ni....ha...ha...ha..ha. mereka adalah frenz n family!

"Having someone who understands is a great blessing for ourselves. Being someone who understands is a great blessing to others."

Nah...i'm no doubt wif this quotes...it's true, we will be motivated dgn keadaan sekeliling y happy! Walaupun penat dgn urusan persiapan, i mmg happy giler...working wif this team memang best! To...PM, Lan, Kamal, Sobri, Amy, Tina, Abg Man & Abg Su....cayalah!!!

Friday, June 1, 2007

keliru!

June 1, 2007

ntah kenaper arini aku rs mcm celaru skit!
9.30am- Airport Safety Briefing
panjang lebar gak ar...benda nyer, abis kat kul 12 td. mm sangap!

3.00pm- HSSE meeting jap gi...
ntah aper nak jadi....lar ni! i feel not comfortable this time!
ntah lar.....


semua ni berpunca dari satu masalah!
should i or should not!
proceed for the interview*phew!

to work in oil n gas line is my ultimate career...tp,
skang ni i baru jer start involve construction banyak lg nak gain!

masalah tu lar y paling utama...y mengacau fokus aku minggu ni...isk..isk mcm mn ni?
or just try...no harm trying kan!

keje construction mcm mn? mmm menarik gak keje di tapak bina ni...lebih2 lagi high profile project mcm ni...tp tu lar! nak dibandingkan ngan manufacturing...di tapak bina ni situation dier berlainan skit...dr segi nature of work, org2nyer...that's my opinion lar!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

PASRAH


damn you zir...we should not talk about this!!!
wat ever it is...we both know that...we SAYANG each other.
walau pun telah terlambat untuk mengakui hakikat itu...tp akhirnya kita sedar yang kita lebih dari kawan.

Selamat Pengantin Baru

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
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